I m still miss him...I still....
But I know I shouldn't....I shouldn't.....
Ya,maybe someone is right, there is no true or false in love...there is no such theory that u love him,then he sure love u...
Love can be very happy,can be very terrible too...it can cheer up someone life,however it can ruin someone life too...
After that incidence, I started told myself to go on better life....I did tried....
I dint think of u,and started socialize with others...I warned myself never ever think of it ady....
At 1st, I thought I had did it...cz i really can laugh and play around with my frenz...I told myself to be happy everyday,I keep joking around and bluffing around my frenz...
And so, I oso entertain my frenz who hav the problems...When seeing them keep on sad and nt happy, I told myself to be strong and cheer up my frenz's life....
I pretend myself to be strong, I pretend myself to smile, I pretend myself to laugh out loudly, I pretend myself to be fine everytime...I pretend...................
I wish to find someone and cried out my suffers,but I cannot do it...maybe I m jz dun wan share it since it was nt a happiness..........
Now whenever I saw u online,I still wish u can come and chat to me....although I knw it is impossible...I wish to chat to u,knw about ur condition...at that time,I jz realize that my heart still pain...although nt as pain as last time,but it still....it still................
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