It's complicated II

I don't know why...these few days my tears keep coming out...

Whenever i think of it,it can definitely make me cry for whole day,whole night.

I think too much and maybe care too much about you. It's never happened in my past relationships.

I don't know what makes me act like that.Sometimes i just feel i am so foolish.

I just wish,whenever I feel helpless and lonely,you can be my side,hug me tight and telling me that I will never be alone,whatever you will always be there for me.

Everyone think i am strong,independent.But I am NOT!!!Sometimes I still need a shoulder to lean on.Just to lean on....am I too demanding???

I just feel tired...suddenly feel very tired...feel want to give up...

When it's rainy day

When it's rainy day,it relax my mind,it cooled my messy mood,my complicated feeling...

I love rainy day...love it....

It's complicated

Was a poor quality sleep again yesterday...when only i can able to get a proper sleep???

Landlord was saying i was too stressed up,I denied!!! But now think of it,it might be!!But not due to work...but was you the cause. 

As a bf,you didn't contact me for whole day yesterday.IS that what a BF should do?Sometimes i m thinking of the reason we been together,the reason I accepted you,the reason we walked till today.

You told me you able to committed to me. But you just saying A and doing B!!!

It was been 2 months plus we been together,but till now we haven't go out as a couple...

You asking me not to think too much,but sometimes was the situation forced me to!!!

Maybe i am just not understanding enough as you was busy with work and your problems. I admitted it!!!But that's because i love you.

I love you,that's why i wanna know all about you.

I love you,that's why i wanna be with you

I love you,that's why i want you to share everything with me,not only happiness.

Even though,it seems that you not able to make it too...

You even didn't think of to share your birthday with me...you can celebrate it with your besties,but not your gf...

I just wanna know what am I to you? A lover?Or just a temporary online gf?

I always hope you will be my last bf in my life...but is it possible? 

Tell me please.

New Chapter

Wow..it's been a years i didn't updated my blog...
Today just logged in to make some editing to my previous blog and makes it nicer!!!!=)

Well,my working life had been started for one year already....and for the past one year i been working as a nutritionist in a nutritional supplement shop...it had been a wonderful experience as i learned a lots from my boss...he is such a knowledgeable person and taught me a lots, no matter in nutrition areas or other thing...

Now,it is the time to open a new chapter for my life...I going to be a Headhunter!!!!Woaw!!!!different line from i studied...but I would like to give myself a try on that...Hope myself can do it and perform the best!!!

Gambateh!!!!

台湾走透透-第二章

在台湾的第二天，我们都过得超充实的。。。

今天我们叫了一辆七人坐的小黄，司机是名热情又善良的徐伯伯。。。他也充当了我们的导游哦！！！

首先他带我们到埔里酒厂去参观，那里有了各式各样的酒，如台湾啤酒，绍兴酒，米酒，红酒，白酒。。。在那里，徐伯伯也请我们吃炸雪糕。。。

过后，他就带我们到18度C巧克力商店去。。。我们也在那里喝了免费的咖啡和茶。。。那里的巧克力都好可爱，也不错吃。不过由于太贵了，所以我们都买不下手叻。。。。

下一站徐伯伯带我们到台中其一的旅游胜地---日月潭。到了那里，在等着船时，我们也在那里拍拍照，而我也不例外的在那里玩自拍，哈哈。。。过后我们就乘船绕湖。。。船长告诉我们，那里之所以叫做日月潭是因为在湖的中央，有个像日和月的景观。因为我们乘船，所以没办法看见，要乘搭缆车从上面望下来才可以看到的。

参观了日月潭后，我们就去了九族文化村。九族文化村是个很大的一个名胜地。。。里面有theme park,好让小孩子和年轻人可以在那里体验各种的刺激探险！！！我们也玩了几样非常刺激的！！！有个过山车就把我弄得超惨的。。。头都晕了！！！！我朋友还玩到吐叻！！！！哈哈。。。。玩得差不多时，我们就乘缆车到最高处的文化村开始走。不过由于我们太不会善用时间了，所以上到去，那里的文化村都陆陆续续要打烊了。。。害得我们错过了很多台湾的原族民的文化历史，多么的可惜啊！！！走的大概到六点，我们就出了九族。过后徐伯伯带我们到台中的一间土产店---太阳堂。我也在那里买了一盒凤梨酥和太阳饼。

然后，我们就去了我们饭店附近的一中街夜市去医肚子和逛街。

台湾走透透—第一章

我的毕业旅行————〉台湾！！！

哈哈。。。那可是我们计划了许久的旅程叻！！！

还没去之前，大家都很兴奋的上网搜寻有关的地点和景点，要的是把我们的旅程编排的妥妥当当。。。

5月30 日，终于都来临了!!!大家在国际机场那里会面，出发去我们的--------------〉台湾！！！

大约5个小时后，我们到达了桃园机场。。。真的太兴奋了！！！还有，机场那里，我还到处碰见我的炎亚纶呢！！！（只是海报而已啦！！！）然后就乘搭了客运往我们的第一景点出发---〉台中。。。

台中，对我而言，就像是一个还没完全开拓的城市。。。很多旧旧的店铺。。。在那里，我也看见好多好多的小绵羊。。。那里的老老少少，男男女女都是骑小绵羊的叻！！！台湾的车司机位是和马来西亚相反的，看得我还真不习惯。。。我的朋友都有好几次走错了位置，要跑去司机位那里上车，真是笑死我们了！！

大概6点多我们就到达了台中火车站，那里就叫了小黄载我们到酒店—金座商务饭店。也因此，我们认识了一位小黄司机—徐伯伯。。。在车里，徐伯伯非常热情地招待我们。还问我们明天要去哪里，说他可以当我们的司机兼导游，到我们想去的地方，带整天就只收我们500元一人。那时我们也决定请他当我们明天的导游咯！！！因为算到来，如果要自己搭客运火车什么的，价钱是没什么差啦，而且自己走的话，会花掉很多时间叻。

把行李放下后，我们就搭小黄到逢甲夜市。。。逢甲夜市面积大，我们到达时，一路看去都看不到夜市的终点耶，想而知它是多么大咯~~~我们也边走边医肚子，那里的小吃都算还ok啦。。。没有我想象中的那么好吃到不行。。。我们都看哪里是排长龙的就去买咯。。。

那里也有好多服饰店逛叻。。。而且也可以找到很多很便宜的衣服或饰品哦！！！真是女孩们的天堂哦！！！走到了那里的SASA，有香水大促销，结果就买了一瓶。朋友们都纷纷买了好几盒的面膜叻！！！

大概逛个3小时，我们都累了。。。就会酒店休息咯。。。。

人生无常

今早起床，妈妈就告诉我一个坏消息。妈妈说，我家的有个租客昨天过世了。那个租客是个politeknik学校的学生。

虽然说我和他不熟，不过妈妈说我们两个小时候曾一起玩耍，他家以前就住靠近我家而已。不过，现在大了，我都忘了他了。

之前，他和朋友搬进我家住的时候，我就有见过他几次，虽然印象很模糊，可是我都认得他。

现在告诉我他已经过世了，我还真的有点吓到了。整个人顿时傻眼了，虽然没哭，可是我还是有点的难过。

妈妈说他是在打球时无端端地晕倒了，被送入医院，过不久就离开人世了。

好端端的一个人，就这样的走了。。。他还那么年轻啊。。。。=(

人生真的很无常。。。一个人，好好的，可以这样的就走了。。。

在这事件里 ，我学到了，我们要好好的珍惜每一天，珍惜我们身边的每一个人，事 和物。。。想做什么，就得趁现在去做。。。因为我们根本不能料到下一秒将会发生什麼事 。。。

在这里，也愿他安息吧。。。